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Shortened answers...

1. disbelief, terrible, and sadness 2. shocked. Called police (911) 3. called mom, and mom was upset and shocked 4. sad scared and lonely(very close), //why him?// 5. Spent a lot of time with family and very close 6. watching sports together, funny, and playing games 7. hope he'd still be loving, funny, and kind 8. dealth with it by herself in her own way. couldn't believe it. //this couldn't be real// 9. had to deal with loss and divorce. preparedness. being own your own and taking care of family by yourself. look after people and raise your own family. quality time with family. 10. always felt parents would be there for you. feel like you have to take care of yourself. don't have a person who has years of experience to help you.

-dealt with it herself, asked "why him" and couldn't believe it -felt shock, disbelief, upset, sad, scared, and lonely (close relationship) -spend time with family, because you can't get that time back and you really have to appreciate it -deal with loss, but preparedness during life -memory of parents -always felt family would be there for you, but now you have to take care of yourself -don't have person who has years of experience to help you later in life -her reaction and family's reaction -how she hopes he'd be if he was still alive
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Doyle, Tracy. Personal Interview. 19 March 2011.